simplicity.

When I look down I see: a trash bin. I always seem to have something to throw away.

My hair is: black.

The happiest recent event was: being with my lovely boyfriend♥

If you spent the night at my house: I would hope that you dont snore!

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: hmm.. movie tickets?

Last night I was: getting hungry.

Tonight I am: getting tired and about to go to sleep.

Tomorrow I am: going to school and hopefully the mall.

Latin for “don’t let the bastards grind you down”. The phrase comes from a novel that I am reading for english class, The Handmaid’s Tale. This is exactly how I am feeling right now. I am sick and tired of people looking down on me and treating me like crap. Well you know what? Im not. I honestly dont give a crap about what you say about me. It just shows how desperate you are to make yourself feel better by talking crap about other people. You can say what you want, I just hope you are as good as you think you are.

I dont have to prove anything to anyone. The only thing I care about is making my family and my grandma proud. They mean the world to me and what you think of me means nothing. Im tired of your giant ego, its even bigger than your head. Maybe you should just get over yourself, because: I dont c a r e!

phew. just had to vent somewhere without yelling.

Its the AP english test for me tomorrow and I feel prepared yet a bit nervous! I mean, I’ve had all year to prepare for this, and I learned a great deal from my english teacher! Im still not sure where my english skills lie at. Im hoping to get at least a 3 on the test! The only thing I am dreading is that we have to sit in there for a few hours without getting to eat. I get hungry really quickly :x

Tomorrow is also my 18th birthday, and I cant wait to go see Iron Man 2 on friday. Graduation is around the corner and I cant wait! ^^

fuckyeahwonderland:

Tom Binns’ Mad Hatter Key Chain | from Karmaloop

I *love* Alice in Wonderland. Im totally wanting this keychain! For some odd reason, I hoard keychains all of the time.

Awesomey bunny! stolen from the wonderful artist, Mindy Hagan!

I absolutely love love love her art! Her style is so unique :)

[Click here for the article]

Omgosh! So I *really* want one! Not the super expensive one of course [$1,900?], I want the $35 one! I tried googling it, but it only shows the real diamond one, and I cant seem to find where the fake ring is selling from, but I am totally going get one!

[then I can secretly be married to a vampire! haha]

My 18th birthday is coming in up in 10 days, so I thought I would post a wishlist on what I would like :) [just wishful thinking]

• Hollister Oceanside Super Skinny Legging Jean [dark navy, size 25] / Ramona Denim Shorts [dark destroy, size 25]

• Surfing/board shorts

• Summer sandals/shoes

• A sophisticated black college backpack! I like the ones with the straps and stuff, like its for hiking or something!

the uber expensive stuff: Blackberry Bold, compact refrigerator for dorm, slim digital camera

rain items: Coach Pixe Rainboots [pink/gray graffiti, macy’s] blue umbrella dome

as for now, thats all I can think of! :D

My hair was too long, and it started to look awkward. I felt like I really need a change so I told me sister to give me a haircut. I asked her to cut off about 5-6 inches and taa daa! Its done! I’ll try to post up a picture tomorrow..

Im off to finish some english homework!

I went to the Asparagus festival today (the last of the 3 days) yet it was still super packed! There were people from other cities that came, and Im guessing that there was thousands of people at the festive. There was this circus group that came to Stockton from San Francisco. I didn’t get to take a picture with one of them, but I did manage to get a picture OF one of the guys, haha! I wanted to take a picture, but my mom disappeared somewhere, so I quickly took a snapshot of him from my phone. His hat was freaking awesome. It had planets on them that were bobbing up and down. I also bought some of the famous kettle popcorn & really wanted a caramel apple, but my mom said it was too expensive, so I made do by taking a picture of it *yummmm* :D

I was going through some old pictures, and I found a bunch of pictures that I took when I went to China! I went about a year & a half ago, sometime in September - October 2008. Here are some pictures I took!

These are at Sanya [a tropical island] I miss it so much! I wish I could just lay in the sun and relax..

a dragon made completely out of a giant bush?!

more giant bush whales & elephants!

a few night pictures from my hotel window.

In Hong Kong. Bruce Lee statue!

& a giant Olympic statue!

more pics to come? if I have the time to post them up! :D